43
"You know everything, Lord. You know that I hate the honor I receive from these Gentiles. I detest the thought of having sex with any of these uncircumcised heathen.
44
But you know that I have no choice. I hate the crown I have to wear as queen on official occasions. I never wear it unless I have to; it's as disgusting as last month's rag.
45
I refuse to eat at Haman's table or honor the king by attending his parties, and I have never drunk any of the wine dedicated to his gods.
46
Since I came here, the only thing that has brought me joy is my worship of you, Lord God of Abraham.
47
"Almighty God, listen to the prayer of your people. Rescue us from these evildoers, and take away my fear."