Psalms 38:4

4 I'm swamped by my bad behavior, collapsed under gunnysacks of guilt.

Psalms 38:4 Meaning and Commentary

Psalms 38:4

For mine iniquities are gone over mine head
Like an inundation of waters, as the waves and billows of the sea; for the waters to come up to the neck or chin shows great danger; but when they go over the head the case is desperate, and a person is sinking and drowning; compare with this ( Psalms 69:1 Psalms 69:2 ) ; the simile may denote both the number and weight of sins, and also signifies the overwhelming distress the psalmist was in, under a view of them;

as an heavy burden, they are too heavy for me;
the guilt of sin upon the conscience, without a view of pardon, lies heavy indeed, and makes a man a burden to himself, as it did Job, ( Job 7:20 Job 7:21 ) ; yea, sin is not only grieving and afflicting to pardoned ones, and who know they are pardoned, but it is a burden to them under which they groan; nor is it possible for any so to bear it as to satisfy and make atonement for it; none but Christ could ever do this, and he has done it; nor is there any relief for burdened souls, but by looking to a sin bearing and sin atoning Saviour, and by casting the burden upon him, who invites them to him for rest.

Psalms 38:4 In-Context

2 Your sharp-pointed arrows of rebuke draw blood; my backside smarts from your caning.
3 I've lost twenty pounds in two months because of your accusation. My bones are brittle as dry sticks because of my sin.
4 I'm swamped by my bad behavior, collapsed under gunnysacks of guilt.
5 The cuts in my flesh stink and grow maggots because I've lived so badly.
6 And now I'm flat on my face feeling sorry for myself morning to night.
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