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You know my necessity—that I abhor the sign of my proud position, which is upon my head on days when I appear in public. I abhor it like a filthy rag, and I do not wear it on the days when I am at leisure.
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And your servant has not eaten at Haman's table, and I have not honored the king's feast or drunk the wine of libations.
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Your servant has had no joy since the day that I was brought here until now, except in you, O Lord God of Abraham.
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O God, whose might is over all, hear the voice of the despairing, and save us from the hands of evildoers. And save me from my fear!"
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On the third day, when she ended her prayer, she took off the garments in which she had worshiped, and arrayed herself in splendid attire.
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Then, majestically adorned, after invoking the aid of the all-seeing God and Savior, she took two maids with her;
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on one she leaned gently for support,
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while the other followed, carrying her train.
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She was radiant with perfect beauty, and she looked happy, as if beloved, but her heart was frozen with fear.
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When she had gone through all the doors, she stood before the king. He was seated on his royal throne, clothed in the full array of his majesty, all covered with gold and precious stones. He was most terrifying.
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Lifting his face, flushed with splendor, he looked at her in fierce anger. The queen faltered, and turned pale and faint, and collapsed on the head of the maid who went in front of her.