When I heard this, I tore1 my tunic and cloak, pulled hair from my head and beard and sat down appalled.24
Then everyone who trembled3 at the words of the God of Israel gathered around me because of this unfaithfulness of the exiles. And I sat there appalled4 until the evening sacrifice.
Then, at the evening sacrifice,5 I rose from my self-abasement, with my tunic and cloak torn, and fell on my knees with my hands6 spread out to the LORD my God
and prayed: "O my God, I am too ashamed7 and disgraced to lift up my face to you, my God, because our sins are higher than our heads and our guilt has reached to the heavens.87
From the days of our forefathers9 until now, our guilt has been great. Because of our sins, we and our kings and our priests have been subjected to the sword10 and captivity,11 to pillage and humiliation12 at the hand of foreign kings, as it is today.
"But now, for a brief moment, the LORD our God has been gracious13 in leaving us a remnant14 and giving us a firm place15 in his sanctuary, and so our God gives light to our eyes16 and a little relief in our bondage.
Though we are slaves,17 our God has not deserted us in our bondage. He has shown us kindness18 in the sight of the kings of Persia: He has granted us new life to rebuild the house of our God and repair its ruins,19 and he has given us a wall of protection in Judah and Jerusalem.
"But now, O our God, what can we say after this? For we have disregarded the commands2011
you gave through your servants the prophets when you said: 'The land you are entering21 to possess is a land polluted22 by the corruption of its peoples. By their detestable practices23 they have filled it with their impurity from one end to the other.
Therefore, do not give your daughters in marriage to their sons or take their daughters for your sons. Do not seek a treaty of friendship with them24 at any time, that you may be strong25 and eat the good things26 of the land and leave it to your children as an everlasting inheritance.'2713
"What has happened to us is a result of our evil28 deeds and our great guilt, and yet, our God, you have punished us less than our sins have deserved29 and have given us a remnant like this.