Additions to Esther 4:44

44 But you know that I have no choice. I hate the crown I have to wear as queen on official occasions. I never wear it unless I have to; it's as disgusting as last month's rag.

Additions to Esther 4:44 In-Context

42 Come to our rescue, O Lord. Help me; I am all alone, and I have no one to turn to but you.

43 "You know everything, Lord. You know that I hate the honor I receive from these Gentiles. I detest the thought of having sex with any of these uncircumcised heathen.

44 But you know that I have no choice. I hate the crown I have to wear as queen on official occasions. I never wear it unless I have to; it's as disgusting as last month's rag.

45 I refuse to eat at Haman's table or honor the king by attending his parties, and I have never drunk any of the wine dedicated to his gods.

46 Since I came here, the only thing that has brought me joy is my worship of you, Lord God of Abraham.