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If I acted out this charade for the sake of living a moment longer, I would mislead them, and I would be defiled and dishonored in my old age.
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Even if I escaped the punishment of human beings for the moment, I would certainly not escape the hands of the almighty—whether alive or dead.
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So I give up my life courageously now to show myself worthy of my old age,
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and to leave a fine example for the young people of how to die a good death with eagerness and dignity for the revered and sacred laws." After he spoke he immediately approached the torture instrument.
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Those who had shown goodwill toward him earlier now felt hostility toward him, because the words he had spoken seemed insane to them.