Read Numbers 11:15 Using Other Translations
And if thou deal thus with me, kill me, I pray thee, out of hand, if I have found favour in thy sight; and let me not see my wretchedness.
If you will treat me like this, kill me at once, if I find favor in your sight, that I may not see my wretchedness."
If this is how you intend to treat me, just go ahead and kill me. Do me a favor and spare me this misery!”