2 Esdras 5:34

34 I said: "No, Lord, but I spoke in grief. My heart torments me every hour while I try to make sense of the Most High's ways and investigate his decisions."

2 Esdras 5:34 In-Context

32 He said to me: "Listen to me, and I will instruct you; pay attention to me, and I will tell you more."

33 I said, "Speak, my Lord." He said to me, "Are you really more deeply disturbed over Israel, or do you love him more than the one who made him does?"

34 I said: "No, Lord, but I spoke in grief. My heart torments me every hour while I try to make sense of the Most High's ways and investigate his decisions."

35 He said to me, "You can't." And I said: "Why, Lord? Or else why was I born, and why did my mother's womb not become my tomb so that I might not see the toil of Jacob and the exhaustion of the line of Israel?"

36 He said to me: "Count for me those who haven't yet been born, gather for me the scattered raindrops, make the withered flowers bloom again for me,