Read Genesis 44:30 Using Other Translations
Now therefore when I come to thy servant my father, and the lad be not with us; seeing that his life is bound up in the lad's life;
"Now therefore, as soon as I come to your servant my father, and the boy is not with us, then, as his life is bound up in the boy's life,
“And now, my lord, I cannot go back to my father without the boy. Our father’s life is bound up in the boy’s life.