Ben Sira 51:19

19 My soul grappled with wisdom, and in my conduct I was strict; I spread out my hands to the heavens, and lamented my ignorance of her.

Ben Sira 51:19 In-Context

17 I made progress in her; to him who gives wisdom I will give glory.
18 For I resolved to live according to wisdom, and I was zealous for the good, and I shall never be disappointed.
19 My soul grappled with wisdom, and in my conduct I was strict; I spread out my hands to the heavens, and lamented my ignorance of her.
20 I directed my soul to her, and in purity I found her. With her I gained understanding from the first; therefore I will never be forsaken.
21 My heart was stirred to seek her; therefore I have gained a prize possession.

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