The Complete Jewish Bible CJB
New Living Translation NLT
1 "I am just worn out. "By my life [I swear], I will never abandon my complaint; I will speak out in my soul's bitterness.
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“I am disgusted with my life. Let me complain freely. My bitter soul must complain.
2 I will say to God, 'Don't condemn me! Tell me why you are contending with me.
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I will say to God, ‘Don’t simply condemn me— tell me the charge you are bringing against me.
3 Do you gain some advantage from oppressing, from spurning what your own hands made, from shining on the schemes of the wicked?
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What do you gain by oppressing me? Why do you reject me, the work of your own hands, while smiling on the schemes of the wicked?
4 Do you have eyes of flesh? Do you see as humans see?
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Are your eyes like those of a human? Do you see things only as people see them?
5 Are your days like the days of mortals? Are your years like human years,
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Is your lifetime only as long as ours? Is your life so short
6 that you have to seek my guilt and search out my sin?
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that you must quickly probe for my guilt and search for my sin?
7 You know that I won't be condemned, yet no one can rescue me from your power.
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Although you know I am not guilty, no one can rescue me from your hands.
8 Your own hands shaped me, they made me; so why do you turn and destroy me?
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“‘You formed me with your hands; you made me, yet now you completely destroy me.
9 Please remember that you made me, like clay; will you return me to dust?
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Remember that you made me from dust— will you turn me back to dust so soon?
10 Didn't you pour me out like milk, then let me thicken like cheese?
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You guided my conception and formed me in the womb.
11 You clothed me with skin and flesh you knit me together with bones and sinews.
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You clothed me with skin and flesh, and you knit my bones and sinews together.
12 You granted me life and grace; your careful attention preserved my spirit.
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You gave me life and showed me your unfailing love. My life was preserved by your care.
13 "'Yet you hid these things in your heart; I know what your secret purpose was -
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“‘Yet your real motive— your true intent—
14 to watch until I would sin and then not absolve me of my guilt.
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was to watch me, and if I sinned, you would not forgive my guilt.
15 If I am wicked, woe to me! -but if righteous, I still don't dare raise my head, because I am so filled with shame, so soaked in my misery.
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If I am guilty, too bad for me; and even if I’m innocent, I can’t hold my head high, because I am filled with shame and misery.
16 You rise up to hunt me like a lion, and you keep treating me in such peculiar ways.
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And if I hold my head high, you hunt me like a lion and display your awesome power against me.
17 You keep producing fresh witnesses against me, your anger against me keeps growing, your troops assail me, wave after wave.
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Again and again you witness against me. You pour out your growing anger on me and bring fresh armies against me.
18 "'Why did you bring me out of the womb? I wish I had died there where no eye could see me.
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“‘Why, then, did you deliver me from my mother’s womb? Why didn’t you let me die at birth?
19 I would have been as if I had never existed, I would have been carried from womb to grave.
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It would be as though I had never existed, going directly from the womb to the grave.
20 Aren't my days few? So stop! Leave me alone, so I can cheer up a little
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I have only a few days left, so leave me alone, that I may have a moment of comfort
21 before I go to the place of no return, to the land of darkness and death-dark gloom,
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before I leave—never to return— for the land of darkness and utter gloom.
22 a land of gloom like darkness itself, of dense darkness and utter disorder, where even the light is dark.'"
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It is a land as dark as midnight, a land of gloom and confusion, where even the light is dark as midnight.’”
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