15 From my youth I have suffered and been close to death; I have borne your terrors and am in despair.

Read Psalm 88:15 Using Other Translations

I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth up: while I suffer thy terrors I am distracted.
Afflicted and close to death from my youth up, I suffer your terrors; I am helpless.
I have been sick and close to death since my youth. I stand helpless and desperate before your terrors.